This is for all the smiles that brightened my face
All the memories i can't replace...

I smile today
At this picture black and gray...

In my efforts to heal
I forgot how to feel...

I don't LOVE you with an O and an E,
I LUV you with a U and a V...

Follow your heart thats what they say,
Shall i put it on display...

I try to see it differently
But it just doesnt come to me...

You want to believe its not true,
But i'm too tired so i got over you...

I look through the mirror
As i see my life...

As my confusion fades
I saw what i had done...

It's better this way
I know you'll see...

This is so wrong
That i know...

Every day i wake up
To saddness and despair...