Dear diary,
something happened today that i will never forget...

I thought I was over him.
I thought I was fine...

I want your heart to break and shatter.
For you to cry all day as if nothing else matters...

He proved to me something I didn't believe,
he showed me that my heart wouldn't always bleed...

She says that she's happy without him,
That he always caused her pain and tears...

She gave him all she had.
Told him she loved him...

You're staring at me from across the table,
and at this point I'm barely even stable...

I remember a time
when all i did was smile...

She walks alone to class,
and all the teachers just look past...

Everyone hates me, don't they? They think they...
But thats not the truth. They think I'm just so...

We were so strong.
NOTHING could come between us...

&& i know i deserve this.
i deserve being hated by you...