&& maybe if i didn't ((loveyou)) so much, i wouldn't be so ::heartbroken::

&& i don't want ((YOU)) back.
i want the person who held me when i was cold. told me i was beautiful. said they loved me. held my hand infront of his friends.
::i don't want the person you've become::

&& you ask how i got this way
((i guess you don't remember the night that you .BROKE.MY.HEART.))

I'm finding more and more things in my house that are yours. i find old notes we wrote, your shirt, and MILLIONS of papers that have your name in a heart.
and everytime i find something new, more of my heart dies.

&& you asked if everything was okay.
((you ripped my heart to shreads and now i cry myself to sleep everynight))
BUT I'M EFFiN ::O K A Y::

&& i think ::we:: ended ((too soon))

&& i'm starting to realize that i'm ((breaking my own heart))
::not.you::

&& no matter how much it hurts, i'm gonna ::smile:: when you're around so you won't see me ((cry))

You asked for more than i could give

See these tears? see these scars? they're all for ((YOU))