&& the truth is...
i'm still living off our happy memories
&& i haven't moved on...

Remember when we were going out
and you said ((we're married. kid-style. i love you, you love me. we'll be together forvever, baby. trust me))
i want those days back...

&& i can't believe it. my heart won't let me
((it's not true. this is just a dream))
a dream that i'm never waking up from

&& i`m starting to realize that you ((never)) loved me ::from.the.start::

Its been 2 months, 4 days and 6 hours since the day you broke my heart
((but who's counting))

&& it was so long ago.
((why am i still hurting))
why do i still cry
why can't i ::un-love:: you

&& i walked past you in the hall today
((and then i went into the bathroom stall and cried))

&& you must be hurting too, because you can't even ((look)) at me anymore

&& i don't want to sleep
because i don't want to dream
because i know
((i'll see you there))

&& eveyday i see you, i want to break down and cry.
but i have to stay strong. i have to make it through.
((and i can't let you see me crying over you))