&& my heart will ((never love again)) because now it knows how much ::love hurts::

&& everytime you`re around ((i look the other way))
because i don`t want you to see me ::crying over you::

&& my ::BIGGEST:: fear
((is being alone))

If i knew then what i know now
((i would've never loved you))

Please
don't let him see
that I'm still crying
over he

-from my new poem

You were the reason why i ((didn`t let go))
now you`re gone, and i no longer have a reason to ((hold on))

&& i shouldn't love you. i should move on and ::get over you::
but there's something in my heart that's saying ((hold.on))

&& i finally met someone new. someone i liked. someone to ((get me over you))
&& then i met ::his girlfriend::

&& now i'm afraid to sleep
((because i'm afraid to dream)) because i know i'll ::dream.of.you:: again

&& you`re the one who taught me ((not to follow my heart))
&& i learned it ::the.hard.way::