&& you have ::no.idea:: how hard it is for me to look you in the eyes and pretend i don`t love you

I was sitting in class today just looking at you
and then i realized something
((i still love you))

&& i`m sorry i wasn`t who you wanted me to be

&& if i was you
((i wouldn`t love me either))

Now that you`re gone
:: i no longer have a reason to live ::

You promised me you`d never hurt me
((you`d never make me cry))
well guess what
::you lied::

At night i cry silent tears and bleed painless blood all because ((you left))

I told you i loved you
((and you walked out of my life forever))

&& ::YOU:: are the reason for the -marks on my wrists- and the ((pain in my heart))

&& i know you don't care
&& i know you've moved on
but i just though i'd let you know
((that i still love you))