I always say i don't listen to what people say..but if that was true (( i wouldn't have countless scars on my body ))

I'm just afraid that when they see the (( real me ))
they'll hate me even more

Do you know how bad it hurts when you ask (( why do you love me )) and the person you ask cant give you an answer

&& it doesn't make since...
crying sometimes makes you feel just (( a little )) bit better, but you go through so much pain for the reason of crying, its not worth it.

* maybe it doesnt make since...but if you saw it in my mind it would...you know?

&& if you really meant it when you said (( i love you too )) i think you would've stayed true

Some people change for the better, but for you my friend, you changed for the (( worse ))

You're only dating me for my 'beauty'
but what happens when i get old and ugly? will you still love me then? because i'm not going to be pretty forever...

I want a guy that'll talk about me to his friends. hold my hand in public. think about me when i'm gone. worry about me. dream about me.
i just want a guy to love me.

Tell me that you (( loved me )) or atleast that you tried
(not mine)

*sorry to do this but i made a poem called "diary" and i would appreciate it if you would comment. i'd do the same for you. thanx

(( i'll never leave you. i promise ))
i've been let down by that lie so many times now. but the sad thing is, i'll probably fall for it again