I already know (( I )) was the reason for our ::breakup:: so why do you keep -shoving- it in my face. can't you see i'm already crying, you're not making it easier

I knew it wouldnt be easy when we broke up...but i didnt know i would take it this hard, either

I am just (( SO AGGRIVATED )) that i can't be ::HAPPY::
[[[ why can't i just be happy ]]]

I forgot what it was like to be happy...

&& i loved you so much, but i had to let you go. because you deserve (( so much better )) than me

&& i actually thought you were different. i thought you cared. but just like the rest of them, you left me all alone with no one to hold on to. now i've honestly lost all hope.

I was (( so use )) to the ::us:: that i forgot how to be myself

It's not that i miss you. its not even that i love you. it's just that ever since you've been gone...i haven't been myself

What you don't understand is...
(( i need you ))

If i could just (( rewind )) our relationship, i'd ::stop:: the tape when we -fell apart- and i'd try [ even harder ] to fix it