&& i'm almost (( positive )) it wasn't supposed to end like the way it did

I just want you to know that you're the reason for these scars and this gun

L- lied to
a- angry
u- under-estimated
r- ruined
e- evil
n- neglected

Youre not even in my life anymore, yet you (( still )) break my heart

Is this how you intended it to happen?
did you want me to fall madly in love with you, then have you break my heart?
cause if thats what you wanted, you got it.

Underneath these dark clothes and black eyeliner is just a girl wanting to be loved...

&& i hide underneath my make-up so no one will see the real me.

I'm sorry i loved you more than i loved me

Its just that...i remember every word you ever said to me...
and you cant even remember my name.

&& i'm even starting to believe my own lie. (( i don't need you ))
but in the back of my mind, i know that i still do.