&& today i saw you looking at me- and i had hope. then i realized you were looking (( behind )) me, at [ her ]

&& honestly, i don't think i deserved your love, anyways.

&& i'm watching you move on and forget about me while i'm still living off your goodbye

Out of the hundreds of times you told me you loved me-
you never meant it (( once ))

Whenever i felt like letting go, i didn't, because i had you. now you're gone and i don't have a reason to (( hold on )) anymore.

&& without you, i am nothing.

You would understand why i act this way...if you knew how i felt about you.

I'm so used to my ex-boyfriends coming back to me. but it makes me sad because i know you're [ never. coming. back. ]

It only hurts because at one time, i had you. but you realized i wasn't worth it so you (( let me go ))

The only reason why i watch you with her...
is because i know that used to be me.