I wish i [never] saw...i wish i -never- knew..

& when i accidently signed onto your screen name, i saw all the emails you wrote to [[her]]

and it killed me...

I dont love you anymore...
if i say it enough maybe my heart will start to believe it...

&& i dont want you to see me because then you would realize how bad i really need you...

Shes the girl with her middle finger up in the air because for the first time she just doesnt f.uckin care

&& for once in my life i want to be truly happy.

&& after all these nights of crying over you...im realizing that youre {{not worth it}}

Im finally seeing the reason why you left me...

&& the scary thing is...you can destroy me completely with one little sentence...
"i dont love you anymore..."

& i just love the fact that you dont care...

*sarcasim. hard to feel it in writing.
yea..im stupid..