I get hurt everytime i see you flirt but then i realize...i probably flirt too. but you dont even care about that. does that mean you dont care enough about me to get jealous when im with other guys?

I dont really think i like this love thing. i cant keep getting these weird feelings in my tummy. i need to be able to control my emotions...but i cant

&& maybe you would understand if you were me...

You have no idea what it feels like to be lied to and believe it...

&& how can i expect you to love me when i dont even -love- myself

& i just love the fact that you dont care...

*sarcasim. hard to feel it in writing.
yea..im stupid..

&& the scary thing is...you can destroy me completely with one little sentence...
"i dont love you anymore..."

Im finally seeing the reason why you left me...

&& after all these nights of crying over you...im realizing that youre {{not worth it}}

&& for once in my life i want to be truly happy.