Why is it that youre aloud to have 'girl' friends but i cant have 'guy' friends

&& maybe im finally getting {{over}} you

&& if i trust you so much why do i still worry

& if you really loved me you wouldnt hurt me so much

&& you say you love me but the [whole time] youre saying it youre thinking of -her-

My mind -knows- youre going to break my heart _again_ but my heart tells me to [[ give you another chance ]]

&& im so blindly in love that i dont even realize that youre breaking my heart...

&& i dont regret -doing- things...i regret [NOT] doing them

& why am I the one apologizing when this is all your fault

Im blaming myself for something -you- did