Is this how you intended it to happen?
did you want me to fall madly in love with you, then have you break my heart?
cause if thats what you wanted, you got it.

Youre not even in my life anymore, yet you (( still )) break my heart

L- lied to
a- angry
u- under-estimated
r- ruined
e- evil
n- neglected

I just want you to know that you're the reason for these scars and this gun

&& i'm almost (( positive )) it wasn't supposed to end like the way it did

He doesn't even have to say it because i know it:::
(( i hate you. forever and for always ))

If my tears bring you laughter...
i wonder what my blood would do

Secretly, honestly, i do love you. i just can't tell anyone because maybe (( just maybe )) if i don't say my feelings, i won't feel them.

(( i hate you. i hate you. i hate you. ))
if i say it enough, i'll start to believe it. i believed your lies, anyways.

Girl- " just promise me you don't like her as much as you like me "
boy- " so what if i do you can't do anything about it. and yes i do. "

* my ex said that to me the day before we broke up. i'm still not over it..