Today i got to watch all the (( happy couples )) kiss and cuddle, while i sat (( alone )) in the back of the room waiting on my date [ who never showed up ]

&& all she wants is to be (( loved ))

is that too much to ask for?

I would be able to get another boyfriend && be happy...

if you didnt always cross my mind

Once he got to (( really )) know me,
he decided i wasn't worth his love

&& for him to love me, i have to learn how to love myself

I wish i was a player,
cuz then i'd never be heartbroken

I wish i still didn't think about you. you're still in my dreams. you're still the first person i think about when i wake up. but now when i think about you, i know you're thinking about ((her))

&& i finally let you have my ((heart))
then, you .::broke::. it
just like i expected

(( you're )) the reason i got over my ::last:: ex-boyfriend.
but now i have to get -over- you.

I act like i don't care. i act like you were nothing.
but what you don't see are the tears i cry every night && the scars i leave on my body. ((you're)) the reason, ya know.