Whenever i felt like letting go, i didn't, because i had you. now you're gone and i don't have a reason to (( hold on )) anymore.

Out of the hundreds of times you told me you loved me-
you never meant it (( once ))

&& i'm watching you move on and forget about me while i'm still living off your goodbye

&& honestly, i don't think i deserved your love, anyways.

&& today i saw you looking at me- and i had hope. then i realized you were looking (( behind )) me, at [ her ]

At this point, i don't think i'll ever love ::again::

I gave up my friends for him. now he's gone and i'm left with truly ::nothing::

&& i don't miss ::him:: i miss the times i had with ::him::

All i need is for another guy to come and sweep me off my feet.
then i'll be in the same place i'm in ::all:: ::over:: ::again::

Maybe i shouldn't love at all. just pretend like :they: do. then i can't get hurt, right?