You say "move on with your life and just forget about me" when you dont know that you are my life!!!

And i dont even know why i love you so much but i do baby..i wish i didnt because i cant stop thinking about you. you are my everything. my world. and you dont even care...

&& you dont know how hard i try to just -forget- about you

&& i FINALLY got the courage to make a move. i grabbed your hand and my fear came true...
-you pulled away from me
we're supposivle "boyfriend+girlfriend"
are you ashamed of me???

That day when i was at your house just keeps playing -over and over- again in my mind. its what keeps me going...

Your love for me was like a pornstars t!ts---
fake

&& just for once i want to be worth keeping. i want someone to be afraid to lose me. i want a guy that will love me for WHO I AM, not what i look like.

You cant keep coming back to me JUST when im starting to get over you

We were so close. we did everything together. we gave eachother those compassionate glances. what happened? where did all the love go?

They said it would never work out. we were too different. something they called 'total opposites' but look where we are now. arent you glad we took the risk?

**lol cheesey but hey, its true for me