You said you never did anything to hurt me. what about when you lied to my face? when you beat me in the dark? when you CHEATED on me with that S.LUT!!!

I've been beated and abused by you, but that's not what hurts the most. what ((REALLY)) hurts is that you ::lied:: to me.
((i wasn't even worth the truth))

Ever since you left me i sit in my room and listen to sad love songs that ((remind me of you))

&& everyone thinks i'm pathedic because i still love him. they think i don't try to move on. but they don't understand what we had...

&& i didn't think i missed you so much until i started to count ((what i missed about you))
and i needed more than 10 fingers

&& today
when you looked me in the eyes...
it was all i could do not to cry

You were my bestfriend. my human-diary. my first love...
keyword::: ((WERE))

&& ever since you left, i've changed. i'm no longer that happy-go-lucky person i once was.
ever since you left, my world just hasn't been the same...

People change. i changed. but you can't keep blaming this on me.
i don't want to be this way...

When did your smile break? and when did your eyes begin to look fake?

from a song..i don't know what its called