&& i lie to myself everyday. i lie about what i feel. but no words can change the fact that ((i still love you))

They never said it would ((be this hard))

When he left is when she ((gave up)) on life

&& i lost everything that i ever needed
((i lost you))

&& you moved on ((so fast))
why can't i forget what we had?

&& eveyday i see you, i want to break down and cry.
but i have to stay strong. i have to make it through.
((and i can't let you see me crying over you))

&& i don't want to sleep
because i don't want to dream
because i know
((i'll see you there))

&& you must be hurting too, because you can't even ((look)) at me anymore

&& i walked past you in the hall today
((and then i went into the bathroom stall and cried))

&& it was so long ago.
((why am i still hurting))
why do i still cry
why can't i ::un-love:: you