You'd think she'd learned her lesson.
you'd think she wouldn't make a boy her ((everything)) knowing he could go away faster than he came.
::but she did::

&& nobody knew that she was crying over ((you))

&& She was ((so.strong)) ::SO.HAPPY::
but nobody knew that she was
.f.a.l.l.i.n.g. .a.p.a.r.t.
little by little

We were both ((so.different))
you were known as a [[gangster]]
and i was thought of as a ||PUNK||
they said we'd {{never.work}}

.well baby we proved them right.

&& i was ((so.stupid)) to think that you'd actually ::love.me::

He screamed and yelled and hit her.
Called her names then raped her.
Used and Abused her.
((and she thought he was the best she could do))

&& I'm not ((proud)) of being the way I am.
I just accept the fact that I'm not who everyone ::wants.me:: to be.

He comes to her when he's having ((problems)) in his life.
But when she needs him ::the.most::
he just walks away.

&& maybe I belived you lies...
((because I wanted them to be true so badly))

I want to be able to look you in the eyes and ((not remember)) what we had.
::I want to forget you::