You swear she's the most beautiful girl ever. on...
you swear her gothic dress, with its jagged lace...
So I sit here holding a smile,
waiting for you to reconcile...
Take everything I ever had and pick me apart,
stab my chest with a dagger and a dart...
Heart is in overdrive
stomach is in knots...
I can't help but push you away
or to ignore your glances...
I like that in a girl
When she has her head held high...
& So you want to say we are not one,
This is but my steady heart beating...
Cast in the shadows and running in the wind
to a far off place that I have never been...
The shadows have faded; the sun is at bay
I am still wondering how long he will stay...
Throw me out like the trash
Toss me to the ground like you don't care...
I wanted for all of this to be over
to make thoughts of you end forever...
And it was bleeding on the bathroom floor,
that you decided not to take it anymore...