People say I'm getting better
And I know I am a little
But then I crash fifty feet below
From where I started
And with each fall
The hole that has been dug
Gets deeper and deeper.

I am drowning in a sea of fear
That no one can understand
And if no one can understand
No one can help me.

Look beyond the fake smile
Through the sad eyes
And you'll see the real me.

I guess sometimes you don't always like what you have to do.

Even if it hurts in the beginning
It's worth it in the end.

Decisions made today
Will be forever lost
In a sea of fear
Tomorrow.

I'm home, in bed,
And feeling much better.
I just had to leave,
And come back home.

What do you do when you've got a problem,
But you can't talk to anyone about it?
How do you deal with it?

My life as a movie would make millions
Too bad I wouldn't have to lie once

I would rather be skinny and dead
Then fat and alive