I'm starting to get more pains in my stomach,
My muscles are shrinking, more bones are showing.
I'm getting there, just a little bit more.
Someday, I'll get there.

I like life, just not mine.

I won't look back when I say goodbye.

I can't wait to say goodbye,
For one last time...
But this time for real.

I am me...I just wish I knew what "me" meant

Just like the night before
Tonight I will go home,
Crawl into bed,
And cry the darkest tears.

I wonder if I can get that
Stitched on a pillow somewhere?
So i can cry,
All my tears.

Ana I can always turn to.
Ana is my strength.
Ana is why I'm here.
Ana holds my fate.

I've always been given second chances,
But I don't want them anymore.

I cut when something causes me pain.
When I'm forced to live and not to die
I choose to cut to remove
My pain and fears.

You promised you would protect me...
That's why you lied for me.