Never mind, forget about it, talking doesn’t seem to be helping. I think I need to deal with this on my own; I just need to figure out how. Right now there’s only one way, but I can’t do it.

All alone in my room
With the lights down low
Curled up in my bed
Just wishing I could go

I’ll deal with my life later,
for now I have to deal with yours.
That’s how it will always be

Who you see is the complete opposite of who I am.

Maybe we’ll wake up one day, and realize this was all a dream.

I want things to go back
To the way they were
When it all made sense
When my life wasn’t a blur

She takes everything out on me
It’s always my fault
I never do everything right
What will she do when I’m gone?

My head is pounding
My fever is rising
My heart is breaking
My life is ending

All im asking for is one night that i wont go to sleep crying

Happiness will never come