What do you do when you've got a problem,
But you can't talk to anyone about it?
How do you deal with it?

I'm home, in bed,
And feeling much better.
I just had to leave,
And come back home.

Decisions made today
Will be forever lost
In a sea of fear
Tomorrow.

Even if it hurts in the beginning
It's worth it in the end.

I guess sometimes you don't always like what you have to do.

Look beyond the fake smile
Through the sad eyes
And you'll see the real me.

I am drowning in a sea of fear
That no one can understand
And if no one can understand
No one can help me.

People say I'm getting better
And I know I am a little
But then I crash fifty feet below
From where I started
And with each fall
The hole that has been dug
Gets deeper and deeper.

Finally dead at last,
But still I feel the shame.

What do you do
When you've got no one to turn to
And no where to run to?