When I crawl into you
I feel a little bit lighter...

Girl with dreams bigger than life
Sits and ponder about it all...

Ironic that the wind would blow harder
On the day you threw up in my lap...

Neither now
Nor never...

I never thought I'll see your face
And smash it with my bloody hands...

No
I choose to not sink into the warmth of you...

See I cannot specifically recall,
Declaring that I'm in love...

Never together, the two of us will be;
‘Cause some day, a long time ago, you just...

Standing with my toes twirled into magical sand
As I enter into my new promised land...

Your nights are filled with glue and drinks.
You feel so dirty and your blanket stinks...

My inspiration no longer inspired by you
My hunger no more satisfied by your touch...

It is clamping me around my throat
The oath that I fear more than often...