I have so many things that I want to say,
Everything I feel, is inside me to stay...
I'm left on my own, alone as can be
Stuck in my memories, please release me...
I don't know whether to laugh or cry,
I don't know whether to live or die...
Crush my soul like chalk to dust,
Staring in the mirror in pure disgust...
Pills clutched tightly toward my chest
Nobody can tell I'm seriously depressed...
I look out the window, to see what I'm missing,
Trapped inside these four walls.. I'm reminiscing...
Essence left my heart tonight, and I'm all alone,
I struggle on fighting, without a moan or groan...
B-roken heart
R-ips us apart...
Why will nobody take me serious?
Can't you see I'm getting delirious...
I dreamt of the perfect one
To love me when all hope is gone...
I've waited for so long just to hold you,
You left and there was nothing I could do...
Clusters of stars crowd the sky,
I look up as tears gather in each eye...