Crush my soul like chalk to dust,
Staring in the mirror in pure disgust...
She makes him feel complete,
His heart missing beat after beat...
My life doesn't shine when I'm alone,
I remain hidden and relatively unknown...
My heart crumbles, slowly decays,
I used to love you in so many ways...
Clusters of stars crowd the sky,
I look up as tears gather in each eye...
He hits you again, you love him more
Every hate-filled punch, you hit the floor...
I don't know whether to laugh or cry,
I don't know whether to live or die...
Rip my heart out with your bare hands,
I tried, but failed to fulfill your demands...
Can't you see this smile isn't real,
It doesn't represent how I really feel...
Pills clutched tightly toward my chest
Nobody can tell I'm seriously depressed...
Why will nobody take me serious?
Can't you see I'm getting delirious...
I dreamt of the perfect one
To love me when all hope is gone...