My lover went away
his flesh slowly dissipates...

I fantasize
about things ill never find...

I need saving
from these horrible days...

I want to fall in love
is that too much to ask for...

If i gave you this black hole i am forced to call...
would you take care of it...

Everyone walks by me,
with plastered smiles on their faces...

I don't care about your thrills
no more do you give me chills...

Theres a puddle of blood at my feet
i have killed my own defeat...

Do you know that every night i cry
do you know how much this hurts inside...

My mind is empty
but filled with complex twisted thoughts...

Is there any thing that can make my life worse?
is there anyone who knows how much this hurts...