Do you know that every night i cry
do you know how much this hurts inside...

Everyone walks by me,
with plastered smiles on their faces...

Is there any thing that can make my life worse?
is there anyone who knows how much this hurts...

Theres a puddle of blood at my feet
i have killed my own defeat...

My lover went away
his flesh slowly dissipates...

I fantasize
about things ill never find...

I want to fall in love
is that too much to ask for...

If i gave you this black hole i am forced to call...
would you take care of it...

I need saving
from these horrible days...

I don't care about your thrills
no more do you give me chills...

My mind is empty
but filled with complex twisted thoughts...