Do you know that every night i cry
do you know how much this hurts inside...

I need saving
from these horrible days...

My mind is empty
but filled with complex twisted thoughts...

My lover went away
his flesh slowly dissipates...

I don't care about your thrills
no more do you give me chills...

Everyone walks by me,
with plastered smiles on their faces...

If i gave you this black hole i am forced to call...
would you take care of it...

Is there any thing that can make my life worse?
is there anyone who knows how much this hurts...

Theres a puddle of blood at my feet
i have killed my own defeat...

I want to fall in love
is that too much to ask for...

I fantasize
about things ill never find...