I'll sing myself my twisted lullabies,
I'll hide behind my mask and lies...
Raindrops falling on the ground,
I'm missing you...
I couldn't stand your love and care,
Too far from all I knew...
When she looked at him,
She saw only weakness...
There's so much we hide within,
So much we'll never leak...
Is that my blood,
Pouring from my wrists...
Today is the worst day,
Today I made my claim...
How can I admit it to you?
I can't seem to admit it to me...
What can I do to erase before?
How to make the wrongs right...
Wrestling with madness,
Torn apart by guilt...
I don't know why it hurts so bad,
To think of times that we once had...
I've been pretending for far too long,
I can't remember how to feel...