This is a poem I wrote years ago:
Mixed emotions go right true me...

I hide the hurt and emptiness,
I stop the tears from coming...

I look up to you,
admire you from afar...

I have lost you one to many times,
in my mind you keep living me time after time...

The end of the world as we know it,
Thats how I like to put it...

How much I desire to fall in love,
to feel the touch of my loves hand...

I know nothing can go on between us, and I don't...

You are a teacher like no other,
you are simply great...

I love the way you smile,
the most beautifull smile there is...

I had a dream last night,
where you set of confusing emotions...

As I drifted into sleep,
I came upon a confusing dream...

Will she give you a hand,
when you need it the most...