Who can forgive me when i can never forgive myself?

I die with no regrets, just as no one regrets my dying.

I wish my heart would truly be broken so that i could try and define the feeling i have everyday

Im everything i said i never would be.

Heres my dilema i dont know which i find more apealing, living on to see what happens in the years to come or die to see what follows.

I am just another pretty face in the crowd. nothing special about me, im just like every other human around me. all i want is to be happy, truly happy. the same thing everyone wants

Often people take a month or two for their loses.I was fourteen. They gave me four days. I Just lost my only family. And now i have regrets. I made bad choices. I did bad things. And you say im too quite.

Often people take a month or two for their loses.I was fourteen. They gave me four days. I Just lost my only family. And now i have regrets. I made bad choices. I did bad things. And you say im too quite.

We can go on pretending we never said those words or never did those things. We can go on pretending we are the people we were before, we can pretend. And i will never say a word to make them ever think any differently.

Ive returned to a familiar realm and that is the realm of despair