A smile,
It fades...

Look in the mirror what do you see?
A ugly young girl starin back at me...

I stand here,
Cold as Ice...

I know I\'m taking this hard...
I\'ve tried to make this easy...

Derek,
I knew you for sometime...

Everynight I cry myself to sleep,
Hoping I would die in my dreams...

Why\'d you have to go?
I miss you so...

She restarts and goes deeper into the skin this...
The skin that once was clear beautiful...

I sit on the cold hard ground,
Watching the leave start to descend down...

Look at the lonely girl curled up in the corner,
Look into her eyes and tell me what you see...

All my life I've waited...
Waited for this day to come...

Every day just seems so long,
And everything seems to go so wrong...