I loose a piece of me everyday of my life,
When I grab that extroadinary knife...

A smile,
It fades...

Why\'d you have to go?
I miss you so...

I know I\'m taking this hard...
I\'ve tried to make this easy...

Derek,
I knew you for sometime...

I've been too far away,
And far away I will stay...

I stand here,
Cold as Ice...

All my life I've waited...
Waited for this day to come...

Every day just seems so long,
And everything seems to go so wrong...

These tears they fall down like rain,
There's nowhere to hide from this pain...

Everytime i reach out to grab something,
Faith comes in and snatches it...

What Do You Do When You Feel So Much Pain?
Do You Just Let It Slip Through Your Vains...