Its not fair for you to play these games with my heart

I sit on my bed and cry as the thought of you runs down my cheek in tears and the pain runs down my arm in blood.

Sometimes i wish i still talked to you
Maybe...
I wouldn't be so blue

Alcohol is my embrace
As I look and see your face

I'll have to face the truth...
I'll never be with you

~James Blunt "beautiful"

Why is it I always fall for the guys I know I can never have.

PLEASE PLEASE READ MY POEM THE PAIN...TELL ME WHAT YOU THINK IT WOULD MEAN SOO SOO MUCH TO ME IF YOU WOULD. THANKS SO MUCH

Your defenses were on high
Your walls built deep inside
Yeah I'm a selfish bastard
But at least I'm not alone
My intentions never change
What I wanted stays the same

-30 Seconds To Mars-