"Dying To Live__But__Living To Die"

"i'm never alone, i'm alone all the time"

-Bush-

You claim you want me but that is only when you are drunk, you say you like me but only when your drunk, you say your to shy when you aren't drunk, but when your drunk do you ever feel the pain i do?

THE BEST WAY TO MAKE THE PAIN DISAPPEAR
IS JUST TO DRINK ALL THE SORROWS AWAY.

You say you care you say your here
but when i need you the most your no where near me.

As i hold the razor in my hand i think of you and see your face and it just makes me cut my pain away.

Its not fair for you to play these games with my heart

I sit on my bed and cry as the thought of you runs down my cheek in tears and the pain runs down my arm in blood.

Sometimes i wish i still talked to you
Maybe...
I wouldn't be so blue

Alcohol is my embrace
As I look and see your face