I want to escape this life,
I just want to disappear one night and never come...

Everyday its the same,
I wake up to my self-hatred...

Day after day I live in this hell of a place,
With perfect people walking around judging...

Im jealous,
Jealous of all the people that get upset when they...

I don't know what I'm supposed to be,
Or what part I'm supposed to play in life...

I lie on the cold tile floor,
The red river's glowing in the moonlight...

I look over at the clock,
11:37...

They dont see the signs,
But I guess that thats a good thing...

I want my tears to stop,
The tears that are invisible to everyone else...

When you look at me all you see are hazel eyes,
Hazel eyes that try not to show emotion...

You have given me so much,
But not the only thing I need from you...

Now she's gone,
Her pictures are spread out on my bed room floor...