Tell me what you see
When you look at me...
I feel numb
So cold and empty...
They say your eyes are the windows to your soul
So when you look in my eyes, what do you see...
You wouldnt know what its like to be alone
To feel so absolutely isolated...
And its here in the park
Where I sit swinging...
Figure of composure
On the outside...
I bask in dreams of suicide
Fantasize about the gravestone at my head...
Reduced to a broken shell
A shadow of what I was once...
Out of the blue it came
Like a smack in the face really...
Worthless is what I am
Not worth the time...
Im surrounded by hundreds of people
Yet Im alone...
Everyday I see a girl
She watches me with critical eyes...