I feel numb
So cold and empty...

Tell me what you see
When you look at me...

Figure of composure
On the outside...

You wouldnt know what its like to be alone
To feel so absolutely isolated...

Reduced to a broken shell
A shadow of what I was once...

They say your eyes are the windows to your soul
So when you look in my eyes, what do you see...

Out of the blue it came
Like a smack in the face really...

Everyday I see a girl
She watches me with critical eyes...

Im surrounded by hundreds of people
Yet Im alone...

And its here in the park
Where I sit swinging...

Worthless is what I am
Not worth the time...

I bask in dreams of suicide
Fantasize about the gravestone at my head...