I wonder what i didn\'t do right,
why someone took away my chance at life...

An ode to you, my mother that subconsciously lies
My mommy comes back, she always comes back...

Dear Mommy, I turned sixteen recently, just...
Because that day has come and gone, and I'm still...

It started out for all the wrong reasons but grew...
i never thought we'd end up like this, but you've...

its you i see before i go to sleep
its you i see in my dreams...

When I'm with you i have no fears
but deep down inside I'm holding back tears...

I know its probably hard for you to see
and just leave behind the - - o l d - - me...

in the beginning cute letters you would write
our nice little talks into all hours of the night...

Now that your gone all i do is cry
sometimes i cant even tell why...

Never did i cry as much as i do over you
day in day out all i do is pout...

It felt so right
the way you held me tight...

A little girl at the age of four
was left all alone at her fathers front door...