All i ever wanted from you was to make me feel special and you did that in a way that i will never forget because you made me realise that i can never trust guys again.

I hate you but, i love you at the same time.. what is a f**ked up emo girl ment to do in this deceitful world?

Why is it when i want you you don\'t want me?
why do you always look at me in class and anytime you see me but when i look at you, you just look away or go red?

If You Are Staring At Me, Wishing That I Knew You Existed Then Come And Talk To Me And Then You Will Know That I Do Know That You Exist.. And I Want Something To Happen But I Can't Go Up To You Because Your Friends Don't Like Me..

I Wish You Understood What I Feel And That Everyday I Just Wanna Cry.. Because You Have Left And You Took My Happiness With You.. And The Part I Miss The Most Is All Of It. But I Especially Miss You.
Miss You Nonno, Granfather

Why Did You Habe To Leave ='(
Everyday Now I Just Wanna Cry..
I Can't Visit Your Grave Because I Just Burst Into Tears..
I Can't Get In The Car That You Left And I Can't Even Go In The House That You Built With Your Two Hands..

You Told Me That You Would Always Be There For Me!
Why Did You Have To Leave?
It Wasn't Your Time To Leave You Were Too Young!
I Need You! You Are The One That Understands Me In This Family!
Come Back ='(

As I Look Into The Pictures That We Took Together..
I See That I Never Got To Get A Photo Of You And Me Together.. ='( I Miss You So Much!

Why is it all you ever seem to do is critiase me and make me feel like shit.. but when it comes to my brother you just give him whatever he wants and he just gets away with everything?

Why is it you say i love you so much and i don't wanna loose you, but then you walk out of my life and walk right into my friends? why please tell me why??