Is this the feeling of betrayal?
When the one you least expect is no longer loyal...

There's always something to make the most perfect...
Then there's always something to drown it away...

So lately I've been thinkin
Of goin out to see you...

You're a beautiful disaster through my eyes
More like a beauty never embraced...

You call it a love letter
I call it a suicide note...

If I were in the hospital would you come to visit?
Would you even care...

The first time we met
I saw your smile and craved your kiss...

I wrote a letter in a book
Just for you to see...

All those days spent all those years ago
No personal meaning to reap or sew...

All the words unsaid
All the blood that's been shed...

A soft kiss upon my neck
Tingles every nerve I've ever felt...

To bleed is to feel and to cry is to care
All these feelings I can't cry about or share...