I will always be thinking of you
Forever in the back of my mind...

No one can help me
No one can save me...

I picture me lying naked in a pool of my own blood
Mum walks in sees me dead on the bathroom floor...

I don't want to need you anymore
I don't want to be checking my phone every ten...

I know you're hurt, i know you're sad
And i wish i could take away the pain...

I wish we could live in a day
When we weren't told how to live...

Even at the lowest times
Life doesn'tâ??t stop...

You might say I'm beautiful
But you don't know how i feel...

I am so f u c k i n g stupid, why did i eat at all
I was going so good, until that fall...

The mistakes I've made
And the guys I've been with...