Today everything just seemed to fall apart
Everyone around seems so far out of touch...

Invisible tears fall down my face
Reaching out for no one, this is not my place...

Crying on the inside
Smiling on the out...

I'll think of you on Valentines
I'll think of you with her...

Three vertical cuts bleed down my wrist
All these sleepless nights I'll never miss...

You cant tell me wat to do pfftt
Not after what you put me through...

The mistakes I've made
And the guys I've been with...

What if i just happened to die
What if i killed myself tonight...

SInce when did you ever care?
Since when did you want me there...

After 22 years of family
How could you walk away...

I am so f u c k i n g stupid, why did i eat at all
I was going so good, until that fall...

Remove the makeup, take away the black eyes
Show the paleness, remove the lies...