I feel their cold eyes see right through me
To see a person i am but its not me...

How can you stand there and look at my scars
Judging and backstabbing never gets anyone far...

Another night, another wait
Toss and turn, distress it makes...

You're lying there in a hospital bed
There running tests still no answers yet...

Cut your wrist, cut it deep
Feel the pain as you weep...

I swore to myself i was over you finally
I wouldn't put myself through anymore misery...

Mat you mean the world to me
You make me smile, you set me free...

Three vertical cuts bleed down my wrist
All these sleepless nights I'll never miss...

I picture me lying naked in a pool of my own blood
Mum walks in sees me dead on the bathroom floor...

And everyday that slowly goes by
Is one more day from when i didn't cry...

And even though your miles away
Plus I've only known you for a few days...

I'm longing for your love and affection
I'm worn from holding in all this aggression...