They look upon this young girl
Think she's so out of control...
After all this time you finally want me
Although my feelings haven't changed i must leave...
All eyes on me, I'm all they see
Waiting till i mess up, seeing my parents failed...
As long as i keep this force field up i cannot...
As long as i keep strong, i won't breakdown first...
Do you realize what you've put me through?
I dont understand how or why...
Beneath the makeup
Beneath the lies...
After 22 years of family
How could you walk away...
Stuck in a hateful state of mind
I hate what i see in the mirror...
If only you'd just give me a chance
You'll see I'm just like you...
Most days life gets too much
When i need to let go, i need to loose touch...
Remove the makeup, take away the black eyes
Show the paleness, remove the lies...
Today everything just seemed to fall apart
Everyone around seems so far out of touch...