I think cutting is a sign for help, that one last...

I've had enough, made up my mind
I don't care what you say...

The mistakes I've made
And the guys I've been with...

I know you're hurt, i know you're sad
And i wish i could take away the pain...

I am so f u c k i n g stupid, why did i eat at all
I was going so good, until that fall...

Three vertical cuts bleed down my wrist
All these sleepless nights I'll never miss...

You cant tell me wat to do pfftt
Not after what you put me through...

Crying on the inside
Smiling on the out...

I picture me lying naked in a pool of my own blood
Mum walks in sees me dead on the bathroom floor...

You might say I'm beautiful
But you don't know how i feel...

When is my suffering going to end?
Iv cried so much nd then theres that crimson bled...

I still feel you in my heart
And my wrist shows the scars...