And everyday that slowly goes by
Is one more day from when i didn't cry...

Is this what growing up is like?
When everything you've ever thought of or imagined...

I feel their cold eyes see right through me
To see a person i am but its not me...

I don't think i can handle
That my family's no longer whole...

I don't want to need you anymore
I don't want to be checking my phone every ten...

I wish we could live in a day
When we weren't told how to live...

I swore to myself i was over you finally
I wouldn't put myself through anymore misery...

These feeling coming over me they are just so...
I canâ??t let go and I...

I don't think you realize how hard I've fallen
I'm sorry but my hearts full of cold poison...

I thought i'd hit rock bottom
But then things just got worse...

Invisible tears fall down my face
Reaching out for no one, this is not my place...

Another night, another wait
Toss and turn, distress it makes...